In Need of a Miracle

So here I am tonight sitting here at the computer again trying to find stories of women who have been in the same predicament as I am. You know, contrary to what the docs are saying there sure are a lot of women. I am tired of getting no answers to helping preserve my son's life. All I am given is NO hope from the docs, no helps as to what I can do, only testimonies from others online who are probably not published in the medical books. Why? Because they are walking miracles and so are their kids.Stinkin' my whole life is a miracle! I was not to be... my parents were told they would have no children biologically. Then while my Mom was 6 months pregnant she had to have a serious surgery, I was not to be again. Then in 2nd grade I died for a few minutes after surgery, I am a miracle. We all are!! We are given life, sometimes we don't even know the times our lives were spared. God does and wow...

Isaac, I am so excited to be your mommy! Honestly, after we heard the news that I was pregnant we were so shocked and all we could do was laugh, laugh at God's timing. We know now that God's timing is the best! Your name means laughter and this is the reason for your name, we believe you have and will bring much laughter into our lives and family. We can't begin to imagine losing you now, we would be so sad, you are wanted! We can't wait to meet you. Your brothers are waiting for the chance for you to give them a good poke so they know I am not lying that you are bumping me, so poke away! You have so many prayers going up for you, I can't even begin to count them. We are all believing God for a miracle for you, keep kicking babe-I am fighting for you!

Psalm 139:13-16 "You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother’s womb. Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! Your workmanship is marvelous—how well I know it. You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion, as I was woven together in the dark of the womb. You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed."

God we know that you can-we ask that you will!! God, we trust you, I trust you even though this is the roughest thing I have ever had to walk through. If you choose to take Isaac earlier than I would like, I will still hold tight to you, no matter how hard it would be. You are my rock!