I am completely leaning on God. I can find no other way to get through these seasons that I have found myself in lately. God will help me, strengthen me and love on me. I cannot do this... I hurt and grieve for that which would've been my joy.
I must now refocus. "Come on Sooz, dream again, lay your head down and rest awhile", this is what I hear God telling me.
I'm yours God...
